dear sister i feel so bad for u. i can imagine ur sufferings as i'm also a mother. but pl have sabar. God will give u great rewards for this in heaven.
of course doctors decisions r right. we must believe on them. i'm telling by experience here. even i heard, Especially Maternity doctors r very good here.
so don't get confused and depressed. At least believe on GOD. its all of God's decision only.
Ur decision was quite true.